Sunday, September 22, 2013

The Depression of Life

You ever have those days where you just feel so down? And worthless? And unloved? And ignored? I do. I will have plenty of those days. I will feel like life isn't even worth it. I'll think that my friends don't even care about me, so why should I care about myself? My parents aren't fully showing they care, so why should I?

Makes it hard to live life to the fullest though. You get blinded by the feelings of heartache and heartbreak. And you just want the feelings and emotions to end. You just want to be at peace. Or away from it all no matter what way it has to be.

You gears start turning and you imagine not even being alive. And thinking that it might be better if you truly were dead. And then you start to convince yourself that you should just die and get away from this world. I mean, I'm going to heaven anyway, right? So, why not?

The thing is, you don't determine when it's your time to go. God does. He knows when you have done what He has made you to do. He knows when He is ready for you to come home. So, why speed up the process if God hasn't gotten rid of you yet?

Life sucks, guys! But you gotta push through. You can't just give up because of crap in your life. You need to stand up, brush it off, and keep walking. You will get to the finish line soon enough with Jesus helping you along. And God will cheer for you when you cross it. So, don't give up just yet. You just got a little bit more living to do.

God bless!!
Philippians 4:13

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